just came back from skool.
got band.
hmm.
i kinda miss band and i kinda hate band.
o wells.
wadever.
couldn go to the netball competition coz of band.
hmph.
but 1/5 won!
smsed joey grace dahlia.
but none of dem told me who won.
joey saed she did not go coz got wad hair appointment.
dne dahlia and grace had softball.
so didn noe the results.
until after band.
and stoopid ruoyu went shouting at me.
cursing me.
crap la.
not even my fault 1/5 win.
i didn even play.
den she started cursing 1/5.
den shout into my ear.
oh gawd.
can go deaf le.
shout shout.
den tried ot strangle me.
gosh!
she's trying to kill me.
den later huijian started scolding me also.
say wad 1/5 always win everything.
blah blah...
aiyo!
not even my fault lor.

den had to bring my eupho home.
wtf????
i just like brot to skool dis morning and have to bring home again dis evening.
argh!
i was so damn pissed.
pa was already home le so he carn fetch me home.
ahh!!!
den i keep complaining to simei.
sorry arh!
and den she seems to be frustrated.
hahas.
but i couldn help it la.
so called home.
dne pa anwsered den blah blah la.
in the end took a taxi home.
i noe i noe.
i'm so spoilt.
i'm lazy.
i'm money-waster.
dun even noe if dere's sucha word.
but i carn be carrying a eupho on TWO buses rite.
wad's more its peak hour.
so took taxi home lor.
dat uncle tok alot of crap to me.
hahahs.

no skool tmr!!
but tmr is such a impt day.
maybe not so la.
but the tchers are gonna decide if we get promoted anot.
shit.
shit.
shit.
i failed my hmt and lit.
surely get kick out of tkgs or retain one la.
wun be a surprise.
i'm dead.
hmph.
i'm stoopid.
i'm lazy.
i'm lousy in everything i do.
i'm a loser.
i'm not good in sports nor am i at other stuff.
why am i here????
why was i sent ot earth to suffer?
my life sucks so much.
i dun accomplish much.
actually i don accomplish anything at all.
i'm just a failure.
a LOSER!
my vocabs is so limited.
see.
dat's wad i mean.
lousy in everything.
hmph.
i hate my life.

skool was boring today.
watched was dangerous minds la.
den halfway went ot play squash.
so fun!!!
fun!!!
fun!!!
i love it!!!
though i only hit the ball like less than 10 times la.
but still...
its fun!!!!
and dere was dis guy dere playing squash also.
quite cute.
not the malay one la.
the chinese one.
so fun..
lalala.
i want to play again..
i'm lousy at it also la.
but who cares.
as long as i'm enjoying myself can le.

dne later dahlia saed somethign to joey la.
which i didn hear.
and joey was hurt? or pissed?
umm.
either one la.
she started saying blah blah blah la to me.
dunno why.
but dahlia seems ot always like somehow saying joey is big a pig.
and stuff.
i dunno in a MEAN way or a JOKING way.
if it is a joking way den good lor.
but if in a mean way hor.
which i dun tink dahlia is sucha bad person.
den very no good lor.
so anw back to skool.
den after squash went ot studio.
listen to mdm lee tok and tok and tok and tok and tok and tok and tok.
and i was stiing in dis position which was quite comfortable.
den later break went to toilet.
came back.
and saw dis row of malay girls sitting in font of the steps.
and joey was sitting in dis manner which i ahve no idea how to describe.
and dere was only dis small small space fer me to squeeze in.
den when i sat down.
alot of ppl had ot move.
coz i was to fat la.
dunno why the malay girls sit dere also.
den cannot put my leg on the floor.
dne must sit in dis postion which was no comfortable at all.
my leg was like dunno how.
aiyah!
dunno how ot explain la.
dne me and joey every 10 minutes move and move.
change positions.
or else leg numb until cannot feel anything le.
den mrs sin.
crap all the way.
she tok tok den tink very farni liddat.
but its not lor.
not farni at all lor.
its lame.
LAME!!!
den went ta hall .
sit again.
fer the whole day sit sit sit.
den watch dis drama thing la.
wad healthy lifestyle.
oh my...

hiahs.
wad a long entry hor.
gottta eat dinner la.
ta!